Wherever there is love there seems to be tragedy. Is this the fate of love or does tragedy teach us about love, even make it stronger? I would like to think it does. Having to write a letter like this to you for Valentines day and more importantly our anniversary weakens my body with a sickness I can't describe.
             After having our first kiss in the upstairs hallway of the Clayton house I could never have imagined I would be writing a letter like this to you. Who could have known? That was the beauty of us, we were so unexpected. No, we were even better than unexpected, we were expected to fail. Instead, we experienced more love and togetherness than many people will in a lifetime. There are those that may have despised our relationship; and why not, we were able to find what everyone is searching for.
             There is so much I want to say to you, and yet there is so much I can't say out of fear. But then I think to myself, why would I be afraid of someone I feel so close to. But that's exactly it, being so close to you gives me so much to lose, and I can't lose you. I would love to just run away from you and not look back; but I fear if you didn't come and find me I would die. I know we have had some tough times in our relationship, and not just the ones brought on by you; but me as well. The fact is that with every great relationship comes pain, and God knows we've had it. But we've also had so much more love and happiness than I could have ever known. For a while I thought there was something pathetic about myself that kept me coming back for more, but I also thought that about you at the beginning of our relationship (no offense). I would think, why would this girl want to keep trying over and over again. But it makes perfect sense to me know. When I look into your eyes I can see who you are, and what kind of person you are. And that person is an angel. You are my angel. I&apos...