Free Time

Free Time The wind is blowing through my hair, I feel as free as a bird. Eminem is blaring and I sing along with the song. These are the best feelings I have. I can leave from work having the worst day of my life and get in my car and everything changes. I feel as if for those twenty-five minutes, my life is at ease. Once I get behind the wheel I drive away from my problems and away from reality. I have mainly one focus and that is to get from point A to point B. While doing so I create mental activities which set my mind at ease. That is why I enjoy being by myself, driving. I drive around sometimes just for the heck of it. Sure, I use up valuable gasoline, but it is all worth it in the end. My car is my get away, my sense of relief. I usually drive alone and when I do, it gives me time to think and to be myself. Sometimes I believe I think too much. I will go off from my outside problems to politics or what I just read about in the newspaper. I will go beyond what I can make sense of and get angry because I cannot do something about these problems. I like to get away and think a lot. I feel as if I never have time to myself. It is time in which I can sink in and endure every minute of. Driving gives

I wouldn"tmt feel a sense of relief if each time I was feeling down I went out and bought an outfit or something. I wanted that so badly and now I could never give it up. To top it off I love it when my car needs a tune up or new breaks or every 3,000 miles an oil change. When I am irritated and displaying disturbed thoughts, I usually play music that shares this raging emotion. During the day I love to feel the warmth of the sun, knowing I can beat the heat with my air conditioning. While out on the road I feel in control of everything, but the other drivers. Cars are extremely expensive and sometimes I think not worth it, but when I realize what a simple ride in my car will do for my anxiety or mood swings, it feels, emotionally, that the money is worth it. I stop to think about when I was fifteen years old, how eager I wanted to hold my drivers license in my hand. It is all and all one of my highest expenses. Relaxation is another key to my happiness. This helps calm my anger and ease my sorrows. First, I have to pay the monthly payment of 249.