On a night such as this where the rain is falling down, and the clouds are thundering, where my world comes to a sudden halt, and I lose the greatest person in my life. I feel the pain everyday and it gets worse. I try to shy away from the moment by giving a smile, but it never leaves my mind. It all happen so fast, im still confused to this day, it was so random ,but all Im left is with a blank stare. It was like yesterday, but now its already been close to a year.
I woke up in the morning at 7:50 something complaining about my sore throat, walking to the living room I see my mother sleeping on the couch, I wake her up. She usually gets angry if you wake her up, but she was really calm and asked me what was wrong? I asked her if she could drive me to the store for some throat spray (Chloroseptic)? She got up and got dressed and we were off. She turned the radio on to 96.1 her favorite radio station. It was playing If I saw you in heaven by Eric Clapton, when we got to the store the song had just ended. I got out the car went into the store they didn’t have the good spray, so I got the generic brand. I was in there forever, Came out and she pulled to the front of the store and I got in, She wasn’t mad like
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Time seemed to just fly by as I was just laying down on the couch. Phil, I was just listening to music and talking to friends online, my mom went to take a shower, and she got out, She said she was having her hot flashes and both her arms hurt. I put down the phone and ran outside to wave in the ambulance, I was screaming and crying and everyone was asking me what was wrong. I knew immediately something was wrong. For along time my feelings seemed like they weren’t there, It was hard for me to show any sort of emotion, it still is, I know she wasn’t stolen from me, but I think they punched her clock button awfully to soon, she had a lot of life left, a lot of appearances to make, and a lot of love to give. she usually is when you take forever to get something. ” She sat down and put her makeup on and when she was finished she was watching TV again. I walked up to the food and liquor store, and got some strawberry banana juice. I went to my room and laid back down because I was still tired. It was about 5:00 something Pm, and my mom got off the computer, she said in a sarcastic voice “ oops sorry Ryan Didn’t mean to keep you away from your life. The cop wouldn’t let me in the house but I could see through the window, the cop pushed me away, and I started to yell at him, he went to grab me and I pushed him away, then he was holding his hand next to his gun, and said step back, I was crying and scared I could care less about him and his gun. When we got home she beat me to the computer, reading her news, she really liked murder mystery’s and loved to look up old famous actors and actresses. I ran to the phone called 911 and was trying to explain the situation, the lady was panicking, I knew for a fact and told the lady she was having a heart attack.
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