o boy
You wanna know something? I have no idea on what I am doing, not a clue. Can you explain something to me? How in gods name am I supposed to write a three plus page paper on a "change". I don't know maybe there's something wrong with me, maybe I am just slow. Whatever it is this paper has got to be one of the weirdest things I have ever attempted to write. Why is everything in life so confusing right now?. Anything I do now doesn't make sense to me anymore. I feel as if I am really stupid or something. Every aspect of my life is *censored*ed up in one way or another. Take school for an example, I thought if I went to Holyoke instead of STCC, where all my friends go I would be doing so well. Then reality sets in, the fact is I am doing worse now
I look at my friends and it's not suppossed to be like this they are all happy to be moving on with there lives. Even my personal life has taken a toll, none of my friends talk anymore its like we all drifted apart. I don't want to be here writing a college English paper, I want to be sore from football practice, getting ready for wrestling season, or even algebra homework. People knock it but the way I look at it is a chance to change the past in some ways. High school was some of the best times of my life. I keep telling myself that everything will be okay, but the more I tell myself this the more I freak out. I went from dwelling over my ex-girlfriend (Claudia) to not giving a damn about her. Every aspect of high school I miss in some way or another. While they all look foreward toward the future I'm stuck dwelling on the past, and evying people like my friend Mark who stayed back this year. It's funny how in only a short period of time your life can change so drastically. From high school to somewhat of a college.
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