When I go to student meetings or place with full of new people, I don't say any words. I just stay by myself and avoid to talk to new people. Everyone thinks I'm pretty weird because I don't try to make a friend unlike them. But I wasn't like this before, even 5 years ago.
             When I went to the elementary school, I was picked to be a school student president. All my friends picked for me because they were all my good friends and they wanted to be their student president. Until this happened, I was really sociable person. When I entered 5th grade, the new teacher came to our school and became my teacher. She wasn't too old as some other teachers. For some reason she didn't really liked me. One day, I asked her a question about the lesson, and she said " How stupid you are kee sun, I never saw student who asked that question". I was so embarrassed so I asked to my friends if they knew it already. But they say they don't know what that was either. Not only that time, she always tried to avoid my question by hurting my feeling. From that time, I didn't ask question as much as I did before.
             During the lunch time, I was playing soccer with my classmates. They always waited for me to play with me. So as usual, my friends and I played soccer on the soccer field. I saw the clock and the lunch time was almost over. I suggested to my friends to go in. when we get to the classroom, it was about 2 or 3 minutes late. I didn't think teacher's going to take it seriously. But she was so mad at me the most because I was the student president. She let everyone in except me. I also was so mad at her and didn't even wanted to talk to her. After it happened, I sometimes being selfish, not tell to anyone but me. Just do my own and don't care about other people around me.
             6 years from that time, I became a little sociable person. Don't be shy in front of new people but not always. ...