Having recently experienced a troubled time in my life I decided to do some research on what I was feeling instead of lying around and crying about it. So far, this is what I have.
             The stages I have listed above are the stages of grief. Thoughout the past week or so I have shown some of these signs. And shockingly they are pretty accurate, including the order that they are shown. I'm going to tell you what my problem is so you can fully understand what I'm talking about. As any other story goes this one is about guy. But not just any guy. It's strange the way we came to be what we are now. When we first "met" we didn't actually speak. I thought he was narcisisitc and really didn't want anything to do with him. But as time went on we became better friends and I realized he was a great person to be with. He had his own problems in his life and we worked on getting past them together. Eventually our little friendship progressed into something more. This goes on until I decide to actually act on what I'm feeling, and he did the same. It all led to one night of talking, laughing, cuddling, kissing, and acting stupid with each other. It really was what our "relationship" needed until he said words that will haunt me forever. He told me that although he really does want something between us, he feels like he's not ready to go through what he's already gone through before. But he says that he knows he can trust me and that he knows I wouldn't hurt him. So I didn't see what the problem was. The days following that night were pretty smooth. We acted like we were more than friends but deep down I knew that friends was all he considered us to be. Over a couple of days time he seemed more distant, which did bother me. We hadn't had our official "what are we?" talk yet, so you can bet that when I found him and his "ex" in a compromising position in the back hall, I was a little upset. Okay REALLY upset. They didn't see me see them though, so I ...