Did you know that people die every day? One thing you should not do is think death can not happen to you or someone you love. You will never know how much you love someone until their gone. Some people always take death for granted but when it happens to someone they know then you want to ask God why? My two friends death helped me get my act together. They died at an early age they were teenagers like me.
             Before Ryan and Oshea died I was wild and did not like to listen. I would not listen to my mother or my father, and I always listened to my friends. I stayed out late and did not call home. I always hung out with gang angers and that was how my friends got killed because they gangbanged. When Ryan died I knew death was not something to play or think was not coming for me by my life style. I realize now death can be cast upon anyone at anytime.
             When Oshea died I really started taking death seriously. I always thought death was a joke probably, because it had never happened to me before. When my friends died I realized I did not know them how I thought I did and now I wish I would of prayed more attention about life and death. I never knew that death could come right before your eyes and when it hits you the only thought you can wonder is why?
             After Oshea and Ryan's death I spent more time with my friends and my family, because now I know death can come as a surprise. I talk to my mom more, spend more time with my sister and brother and I tell my family that I love them everyday. Now I changed my life around because you never know when it's going to be your time to die. Now I am not afraid to die, because my friends death helped me realize death is more than just a word.
             Now that time has passed I am more of a mature teenager. In the pass I was bad and did not do good now I am in total control of myself and my life. Finding out about death has changed me completely because Ryan and Oshea was my friends and still a...