People lie for many reasons but it is something that shouldn't be done. Why do people lie? it is just a mutual thought that your brain is telling you to do at a certain time. But lies always become bigger and can became something real. I believe the one time I lied and felt guilty about was the day I lied to myself. The day I told myself that all those so called "friends" were going to be there for me forever. I was always scared of the fact that they would betray me.
            
             Honestly, I have come to the point in which I really don't care whether I have friends or If I don't. I seriously believe that everyone just looks for you when they need something and have no other choice but to call you. This I believe has been the biggest lie I have brought upon myself. I have always been very dependent and I always need someone for every little thing that I'm going to do. But time and many wise people (My Mom, Dad, Family, Cohen ((Don't think I wrote that to get a good grade)) have made me open my eyes and have showed me that all those people I have always depended on are all fake. Also, time has made me realize all the trouble I have gotten myself into by the influences I've had and one trip made notice that I had a lot of growing up to do. I needed a change of environment and a change of character. I realized that all this time I wasn't being myself I was just putting a big show to be an idiot just like the others I hung out with.
            
             This lie has affected me so much because I have always been so nice but yet so naive that I never noticed how everyone stepped all over me but I would just say they'll change. But I'm the one that's going to change. Not in a bad way but I'm going to step up to all those that were always telling me what to do. I hope that I wont have to live this lie any longer because its just very hurtful. Trust no one but yourself. I learned to keep a lot...