what they designed him to be. They designed for him an identity of a social
speaker and leader, and to his listeners and followers, he is just that. Those were his
multiple identities and none were less authentic than the others because to his
onlookers, he is what his identities say he is, even if he thinks differently.
The narrator always had a desire for people "who could give [him] a proper reflection of
[his] importance" (Ellison 160). But there is no such thing as a proper reflection
because his importance varies among different people. Subconsciously, he craves
attention. He wants recognition and status, and wants to be honored as someone
special. He must feel that he "can have no dignity if his status is not special, if he is
not essentially different"(Bloom 193), therefore he joined Brotherhood in order to
distinguish himself, and to identify himself. He gets what he wants, recognition and
fame, but it is not right he thought, for he is recognized only for his false identity; his
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