My Java class assignment due by midnight tonight and I have not started it yet.
Cognitive: Questioned my programming ability
Emotional: Worry I would fail out
Behavioral: Work slower than normal
Chemistry Lab for Wednesday class is still not done.
Cognitive: Questioned my reason for being here (Kettering)
Emotional: Worry I would fail out
Physical: Bite fingernails, and pace room
Behavioral: Work slower than normal, and repeatedly stop to eat.
Calculus Exam taken in morning without any studying.
Cognitive: Questioned my reason for being here (Kettering), and thinking of taking Calc 1 at GRCC
Emotional: Worry I would fail out and parents be disappointed
Behavioral: Work slower than normal, tap finger on desk, sit and stare
Calculus Exam back have to see grade.
Cognitive: Might as well start sleeping in.
Emotional: MAJOR stress, feeling stupid
Cognitive: I too stupid to go here drop and go somewhere else
Emotional: Sad and feeling inadequate
Behavioral: To be frankly honest: alcohol, sex and loud music. PARTY.
Biting finger nails, and doubting my self. All of my stress is dependent on this school and my lack of motivation and will-power to force myself to study and do homework.
My main coping method is parties on the weekends to relax. This involves smoking and drinking. I do not smoke a lot nor do I drink to get drunk just enough to almost relax. These ar
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