How have you been? I've been missing you like crazy. I can't wait to see you again. I always be thinking about you. You know that. There are one or two things we need to talk about. It isn't nothing we haven't discussed already. I know how you feel about me you know how I feel about you. My concern about us is the communication. I know you have a hectic schedule and be working and on the move a lot. I may have a hectic schedule being this is my last year. It has been a rough road for us as far as distance. But I know what I have waiting for me when I get back home. I have you. I know that you care for me deeply as I do about you. It has been a long first year and change. To me, it is not only the length of time we have been together which matters but also what we have been through. We haven't been though too much but we have been through enough but what I am happy about is we are still here together you know. I would like to know how you feel about it. I just want!
             to make sure you are happy. And I know you wouldn't stay in a situation where you wouldn't be comfortable. I just want to know if you are alright with it. It takes two to make a relationship work and I just need to know how you feel about the whole thing. One thing that has crossed my mind is if I don't call you, we don't talk for days or weeks and that bothers me. My point is, I just want to know how you feel about the whole thing. The idea of not speaking with you for days or weeks at a time is what bothers me. I know your feelings for me may not be as deep as mines are for you but I need to know something boo. You might not have anything that bothers you at all but I want to make sure you want this to last as much as I do. And I know I should be saying this in person or on the phone. But this has been on my mind. My main point is I don't want to lose you boo. One more thing, were you at the outlets this pa...