It was around 3:oclock today. And I saw my boyfriend with a hickey on his neck
he got hysterical and started yelling of the top of his lungs, he was a wreck
thats how come my boyfriend beat me up today, I should not have questioned him, I deserved it
he said a bug bit him and he scratched his neck a lot. He's a good guy, why cant I be perfect
I mean he only hits me when I provoke him. He says its so I can learn to be a good woman
he says you hurt the ones you love, so I guess he loves me a lot then
its a good day today cause my boyfriend bought me flowers and said he loved me
he said I was the best thing to ever happen to him, that was right before he raped me
im not gonna call the cops cause he says that because im his girl, its not rape
he says I should be happy, cause he's the only one that would have sex with me, cause im getting overweight
Remember when I said I was gaining weight. I found out I was pregnant
when I told my boyfriend he beat me and said I was going to have an abortion and if not hell make me
he punched my stomach until I lost my baby. I really wanted a baby. But I lost him God why
I have no one else so I guess ill stay with him, and hope I dont die
Today is a good day for me, my boyfriend said he loved me
you dont know how happy it made me, that was till he got drunk and choked me
I realized I couldn't take much more, so I fought back, but he was too strong
I told him I would call the cops, but he said he'd kill me and my mom
Its a bad day today, ive been locked in the bathroom for almost a week
im sick of my life, im writing my suicide note, while my boyfriends asleep
its all my fault, I know I was stupid for staying with my boyfriend
but he was the only person who told me he loved me
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