People and relationships change everyday. I have always known I had the loving parents, all the friends in the world, and great sisters. I took for granted the fact that I was always surrounded by loved ones. I felt like I had always returned that feeling, until I recently discovered that I had more love to offer. Throughout the duration of the beginning of my college experience, many things changed inside me. I would say that I am a pretty shy person, loving, but not very emotional. Of course I'll cry during my share of movies but; when it comes to talking about how I feel, I seem to have a loss for words. High school was a rough time for my family and I. When I came upon my teenage years something clicked inside me and I was no longer the talkative young girl that I had been. Every teenage girl goes through fazes, but I hit mine hard.
             My parents and I would say a minimal amount of words to one another throughout the course of a day. It seemed we were strangers just staying in the same place. At dinner with my family, I'm sure we all had so much to tell each other, but no one of us would volunteer to break the silence. I am the middle child with a sister at Illinois State University and a younger sister back home as a sophomore in high school; both of which are energetic and full of life. My mom and dad have never had any real issues with them. When they fight with them, my sisters yell back. When they were angry with me, I would just stand there speechless. I think I was jealous of the ease they felt to talk about emotional topics with them. I have no idea why I did this or how I lived at home like this for so long. I never had any problems talking to my friends or people I would meet. I come across to others as very well together and full of life. Unlike my family, I could talk to my friends or!
             boyfriends and get along fine, but similarly when an emotional topic came up, it's like I would...