beers and smoked a mild amount of marijuana; they all of a sudden reached a new low. They had been listening to the song "Beyond the Realms of Death", Jay then claims that, "All of a sudden we got a suicide message, and we got tired of life" that was when they made their suicide pact (Quoted in Billard). Then only a few minutes later both of them jumped out the window of the house with a sawed-off shotgun, and ran towards the deserted church playground behind Ray's home. This is when Ray sat down on the merry-go-round and stated to Jay, "I sure *censored*ed my life up" and put the gun under his chin and pulled the trigger. Jay went to pick up the shotgun to follow his best friend's actions but when he went to pull the trigger his hand!
             slipped from the blood on the gun and the bullet missed his brain. Jay had survived this unspeakable pact that him and his best friend had planned (Billard).
             This is a prime example how music lyrics
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