becasue everyday the scales goes up higher than the day before.
             There are no locks on the bathroom stalls,
             and a nurse has to come in to flush your toilet with a special key.
             because you have a hope that someday you will get out of there.
             and you really can't throw up unless you do on the floor in front of everyone.
             The only thought that runs through my mind is that I never should have starved myself,
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