Love, yes I know I am in love. It's all I think about. It's an exciting, nervous, jump up and down I'm so happy type of love. I've heard people tons of times say that when you are in love you will know it. They were right. I love just being with him even if we have nothing to say. To sit by him and be with him is all I need and that sometimes feels like the best conversation. He is so unique, unlike any other. I love seeing his smile when he is cracking jokes with his friends. Or the way he makes me melt when I know he is looking at me and I don't know how to react. I love that he is like best friends with his older sister. And I especially love seeing him act as the fun Uncle that she loves and adores. I envy how much he can accomplish in one day. Between school, friends, work, errands, homework, family and me. He finds time for each. That is something I have always lacked and hope someday to accomplish. I envy that he is not so worried about the future as I am. He just trusts that whatever comes along, comes along. The fact that he just lives and has fun. Never as stressed out as I am about life after high school when we suddenly become real adults. I love that when I am with him, I'm in a totally different world, forget everything else but him.
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