Holden, whenja get home? I was so excited to see my brother home again. Boy did he look awful. All raged tired, and what was that, he was drunk! Shame on him. But he was home, home at last. Wait, he was supposed to be home on Wednesday, not today what happened. Holden why ya home early? They couldn't have let you out early. Oh no. not again. You got kicked out. Daddy's gonna kill you. That's just it, I don't understand why this always happens. I mean he is a smart kid an all, just he doesn't put the time into his studies. How many classes you fail this time? Figures. I couldn't bear to listen any more. I put my pillow over my head and tried to shut everything out. My has he grown since the last time I saw him. Wow, he has gotten much stronger, he almost got the pillow off of me. Err. Alright, I took the pillow off. I just couldn't stand to look at him anymore. I really wanted to talk to him, just talk, but I couldn't bring myself to. Oh well, he'll figure things out some way or another. That was kinda kind of him to get me the record an all. I really appreciate it. He really is a nice guy on the inside, he just sometimes has a hard time showing it on the outside. He loves me so much. I love him so much. We have a great relationship. Holden, you still know daddy's gonna kill ya. Why doesn't he understand. He needs to apply himself. He's got the stuff he needs, smarts, dough, family, why can't get just get it all together and do something. I just don't understand. Ya know what? I want to dance. Hey Holden, dance with me. I remember him to be a very good dancer. We danced a few numbers. It was mighty fun. Itsa good thing we stopped dancing when we did cause mom and daddy were just coming up. I told him to quickly get into the closet. He understood immediately. I had to play it cool, mom had asked me what the smoke in the room was from, I didn't hesitate at all i...