Life is getting shorter, you feel as if your days are drawing near, but in reality your life is just beginning. I struggle through almost everything and anything that I do, and I feel as if I have virtually no free time. It feels like I'm under water gasping for air because I feel a sense of confinement, as if I were in a nut house. This is my life and welcome to my world.
             Since the move about two years ago, things have changed. My whole life took a full 1080 degree spin-out into something I would never have expected. More responsibilities arose with less time for me to grapple these new tasks; I guess I just grew up quick to adapt to this new lifestyle. I guess I shouldn't complain, for I know there are many people out there with much worse situations than I, but this lifestyle is killing me and tearing me apart into pieces. I barely get any sleep, barely enough to eat, and on top of that I work my ass off in and out of the house. Try juggling all that with school, a job, and a girlfriend on the side to go with the whole schedule.
             Sure, it doesn't sound like much but it is! I live an hour away from school so I wake up at 5 every morning to get ready and usually leave my house about 6:30 to get to school. After school I have about 2 hours or less to do my homework and other things I need to get done before work. Work lasts until 9:30, then an hour drive back home. This gives me no rest at all, and not much time to eat as much as I would like, so I can gain weight. Not even 6 hours of sleep, that can't be good...for anyone.
             Martial arts are a big part of my lifestyle. From the tournament aspect to the real deal where you learn how to use yourself as a mental, spiritual and physical weapon. So I try to train as much as I can and learn newer things all the time. It will never leave my side; my kids will take up martial arts, and there kids after that will
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