was there ever once a moment when i showed i cared
             was there ever once a moment when i did what you said
             but now , now that i know im not the son you need
             im the dumbass little boy you have seen on tv
             that never cleans his room or he never once told you that he cared
             but now , now i want to show you i care
             i hope its not to late to give you the love you need
             i hope its not to late just not to late
             every waking moment i still see that you might not be here
             or maybe i might be gone to the place i dont want to be
             life for a teen is not as easy as it seems
             trying to keep up never letting your friends down
             the hardships of life always seems to fall on the shoulders of those
             who dont need it or those who thought "that could never happen to me"
             life as we know it was caused by the love or the mistake between two people
             why is it that when your loved by your parents sometimes you dont see it
             or how much they care about you through there actions and the things they do
             we take advantge of them some times what they give us we sould give in return
             so this is it my feelings my true feelings i hope you understand how much i love you
             how much i have always loved you and how much i will always love you
             and now its time for me to say I LOVE YOU ........
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