On the first night of class, it was made extremely clear that psychology was one mans theory on life. So now I'm able to express my theory on my life, and what I've been going through for the past 10 years.
             I wish I could dodge the bullet of life, but considering the fact my mom was depressed before she died, it's like life just struck right to the heart of me. Now I sit back and see that depression is more than a state of being it is a disease. Looking back at my life I know exactly when my life started spinning out of control. I can almost pin point the time, 10 years ago.
             The day I left college was the death of my life. I lost my grandfather the only one who believed in me. As a result of the loss of my grandfather I began eating compulsively trying to deal with the anxiety in my life and coping with my loneliness. My mood swings, my desire to isolate myself from others, can all be called changes in life. Life is easier as long as you have somebody in your corner, and to help you deal with your problems but when you lose that somebody what's the use. All I remember was people comparing me to my mom and the mistakes she made in her life. But I was different and I was determined to make them see that I could make it despite all odds against me. I was sure once I got a job and saved for school I could run far away without ever looking back and that would be the end of this dark chapter in my life. The one chance I had was slowly slipping away as always life throws roadblocks in your way. The college sent me a letter advising I had a balance of 8,0000 dollars and I couldn't enroll in the new semester until the balance was paid in full. I'd ran into a big road block there was no way I would be able to clear the balance in less than 2 months before the term started. Everything I was working so hard for was all in vain. 'Thea why fight so hard if all your getting is se
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