It may seem like I trying to beat a dead horse, but I don't know if you realize the severity of this situation. Although we seemed to have cleared things up last night, I don't feel right letting this one slide without letting you know how I feel and why I feel this way. I don't know if you were even aware of it, but you didn't even apologize. I know you don't remember Saturday's events, but they happened. And after you left I was stunned. There was no attempt to correct your behaviour, or even acknowledge it, only a double checking of the facts and that's it. And that's what hurt the most.
Last night was a complete blur to me. You arrive at my doorstep and you initiate this conversation and immediately I feel like a joke. You made no attempt to encompass my feelings. I did not appreciate being told that because of our personality types, the events that occurred on Saturday were inevitable and partly my fault. We were having fun, just like everybody else was and you crossed the line. I know that I did nothing wrong and I know that what you did resulted in me feeling violated and extremely hurt. I don't feel comfortable around you anymore Adam. It wasn't the act itself, which has had this huge lasting effect on me, although it was scary, it was having you involved in the way you were. The past couple of months have been great and with everybody away at school you and I had really started to form a friendship based on each other and not on our communal friends. And after the weekend, all that seems lost. Nobody should feel uneasy, on edge and awkward around a friend. These past few days have been the most confusing, uncomfortable days that I have experienced in awhile. I am torn between a friendship and my gut feeling. For now I don't know how I feel about our relationship, I am sad and uncomfortable and it is going take time before I am able to completely trust you again...
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