et good at it and so everyone knows him. Then he got pimples all over his face. The hair also grew under his lips, and everytime when he saw a beautiful girl his penis got hard. All in all he was a very religious man, for whom betting and sex in the youth, was a death sin. He still wanted to play for the New York Yankees.
             When president Kennedy died he got very silent and it hurt him very much.
             Then during the spring he got his first job in a supermarket. In the last month of school marine recruiters came to school and spoke to him and his class-mates. It was like all the movies and books. They spent the last summer together because in September 1964 he got a marine.
             The sergants were very strict. They had to do every single word the said. They made fun of a fad boy, whose trousers were too small. As a result of this, the boy just wanted to go home although it was his first day in the camp. There were just two sergeants and eighty boys, who wanted to become marines.
             He sees a couple walking along the beach. After that incident he prayes to god that one day he also wants to walk hand in hand with a girl. He is aware of the fact that he wound have children anymore. He can't do things, he did in his youth, but nobody talks about it. They say that sex is just an important thing.
             One day they had to carry him out of a bar because he got so drunken that he talked to a lady and told her that they can have sex and children together. He didn't even recognize when his rubber urine bag was soaking into the seat. At home his father cleaned him properly while his mother was screaming hysterically. His father did it like the nurse in the hospital taught him.
             He went to a camp in the mexican countryside, where about hundred other men, with the same problemes as he, went. There he feels accepted for the first time in his life. They even celebrated his birthday together. One day he drove into the city and visited a whorehouse....